From daughter of musical visionary Frank Zappa, Moon Unit Zappa, comes a memoir of growing up in her unconventional household in 1970s Los Angeles, coming of age as part of the MTV generation in the 1980s as the "Valley Girl," and finding herself after losing her father, then her mother, and the fracturing of her longest relationships. WELCOME I got my first journal as a Christmas gift when I was five. It was hardbound, black leather with gold embellishments on the cover and along the paper edges. It was very fancy. The same books followed every year and they felt very important. And yet, even as a small girl, every time I stared down the page to draw and express myself, I felt I came up short against my father's music, handwriting, drawings. Still, I persevered, and just surrendered to how it felt to be swept away by the creative urging. I used my journals like secret best friends to which I could say anything. For a time, when I still lived at home and had no privacy, I'd write in code about my most ...